victim

I don't understand why people have to be so serious. Why people have to be so competitive. Why every thing has to be a race? Whether it's employment or grades and even down to the no brainer stuff like who's prettier, richer, or who'll get the boy/ girl. Every one should just… there's no other word to say this except. Just chill. CHILL!

Top three most puzzling questions at the top of my head now:

1. Why is it almost always impossible for a boy and a girl to maintain a platonic relationship
2. Why do you never get what you want at the time that you want it
3. Why can’t it just be feelings, then mind. Why does it always have to be feelings AND mind

Ah! I'm feeling a bit stressed now because I'm leaving tomorrow afternoon but I haven't even started packing my suitcase, printed my e-ticket, or bought any travel friendly stuff like medication and soaps. I just only got my travel insurance!

Later in the morning I'm off to a yummy breakfast, after that's lunch. It's almost as if I'm leaving forever and meeting people for the last time. Haha. Time is so squeeeeeezy. Hmm, I didn't know ‘squeezy’ wasn't a word?

Time to sleep now, just tying up all the loose ends before the trip. Damn I really realise I'm so unprepared for the trip it's like I'm chucking every thing in my suitcase and every thing feels so last minute. Too tired to organise.

Eyes,.. Closing…